My reality and opinion

Okay. So this is me coming out and just telling you what is what.

My name is Gena. I was born in France but was raised all over because of my fathers work. I spent a large amount of time in Swansea, Wales. I have lived in Canada in the province of Quebec when I was younger. It was only a few months before we moved to America to New Orleans. Right now I work as a hair stylist. I'm hoping to be a color master. I love working with colors.

When I introduce myself I do out Gina because it's just the English way I my name. My actual name is. Pronounced weird. So Gina just simplifies it.

It's only been a few years I've been actively doing "psychic" stuff. I've least had it and it had always slowly progressed.

I DO have a biochemical imbalance or sensitivity. Meaning I do need medication to stabilize it and have to watch my diet. It affects my moods unfortunately. So I hav to eat regularly and healthy and I'm usually fine. It's kinda funny though because  if I don't eat something it's like "instant bitch" and now all my friends understand so they will just kinda smile and say, "Hey Gina, maybe you should go eat something."

I don't really know if it's an actual mental illness. I've seen all the counsellors and psychologists growing up (thanks mom) and I'm apparently 'normal'.

It probably was bit of one because there was a time I was on a self destructive path. There was this guy (always how it is) and I really liked him. I changed myself a bit to fit his standards more.  He liked to party. So we were always out drinking. It was even before I was legal by American standards. If kids want to drink, they will find a way. Then when I was legal we were at clubs constantly. All that alcohol definitely was no good for that chemical imbalance thing I have going on. It affected my mood greatly. I was up and down.

Then he cheated on me. I kinda had an idea and ignored it.  Then I had no choice but to face it.  And it kinda made me spiral. It was hard to get off that path. But I a managed. Took awhile. But I've cut that from my life and I think I have grown up.

I actually look at my readings from the past and cringe. It was done in an immature way. Not saying I'm not backing what I wrote but it could have been delivered better. Can't change that now though.

But I would like to point out my accuracy LOL.

Okay. So I flat out said Andrej Pejic was transgendered and I got so much smack over that. OMG. And now look. He has since come out as a woman. So HA!

And only on my tumblr but I did say Tokio Hotel was gonna have a world your and well...need I say more?

And speaking of which. There's some stuff I need to stay regarding Tokio Hotel and Bill in particular.

How I began doing those readings was my friends testing me out. I was starting to try to test my psychicness and my friends were helping me out. My one friend was a HUGE Tokio Hotel fan. She suggested the band and about Bill in particular. My other friends made other suggestions and we all put them in a hat and randomly chose bin pretty sure that one fan friend of mine rigged it LOL

Tokio hotel was chosen. And I did the reading. And fr some fucked up reason we all thought it would be fun to document it on a blog. Because we are so smart.

It's not that I regret doing so but in a way I think I did it wrong. The manner and how I wrote it all out. Not to mention it subjected me to some crazies. Not afraid to call some of you out. Some of you are crazy LOL.

I have had to deal with so many people who were so disillusioned and then got angry because I broke their fantasy with reality. Think about it though. The chance of any of you being a soulmate of theirs is so tiny it's laughable. Sorry to be harsh but have to say it. But it's also your choice to believe me. If you want to continue to live in your fantasy world go right ahead. It doesnt affect me any. Just you.

The only reason why I have continued to do the readings for them is because one, it's what I'm known for and two, because you all ask the same questions. So I out it on a blog because it's requested.  But I almost feel like I disrespect the band by doing it. Make  sense? At first I thought I was helping. Letting a few fans know ahead of time that , hey he will one day have someone. Get used to the idea.

But now I'm like.  "Would he actually like to have this out there?" I'm almost leaning towards no.  Like if he has seen this blog and checks up on it, I bet he's  probably like, "bitch I don't like you. Tell al my secrets. What's wrong wit chu?" LOL!

It's just a weird thought.

I will ask though that when Bill does find his soulmate that you try to be respectful. If you are a true fan and truly care you will. I understand if you have a celebrity crush and you feel some jealousy. I get that. I feel jealousy towards Jensen Ackels wife so I get the feeling. But you should really let it go an be happy for him.

The poor girl doesn't need death threats. I'm almost certain a few girls with a few screws loose will or will want to. How sad. But if that were to happen I'm guessing she would face it with grace. It's almost like she accepts it as a factor. Like she knows it comes with being his partner. She won't enjoy it but accepts it. It won't scare her so that's a bonus. It will make her sad because hey, girls will threaten to kill her it tell her they wish she would die. I don't think anyone would be happy about tat. But she will be able to handle it because she's had a hard life. She knows how to cope. She had had to deal with a lot of situations. I'm hearing family situations. Everyone's families are crazy but her is of the unhealthy variety. Bill will bring her happiness. She's not messed up by any means. It's just she is alone and fixing other people's problems and is forgetting herself. On the outside everything looks great. Because I'm being shown a closed door. That means  it's a different story behind. She's going through a huge transition. She's terrified. She's alone. It's weird. But you know a boxing ring? And how boxers have coaches behind them in their corner? Well it's almost like she is in the ring alone with no on in her corner. It's also almost like she wishes someone would come rescue her so she can get away. Like I said. She's alone in this and wishes she wasn't. It's sad but she's managing and have to admire that.

She may be unhappy now but once she completes this transition it will be so different for her. She will start being truly happy and then in a better place for when she meets Bill. Meeting him will skyrocket it for her though. She will be glowing with it. They are good for eachother. Wasn't planning on saying any of this about her LOL. But it came out so must be a reason?

And Tom. It's weird. He has a chance for a life partner but it's almost like he doesn't want it or he thinks it's not for him. It's not a soulmate but still a life partner. Like a close second to a soulmate. But he that's his choice. I have said what I have seen for a possibility for him. He may very well be like, "No, I shall be a stud for the rest of my life!" But to also point out, he will not be a "spring chicken" (that's the saying right?) forever. He's already twenty five. Only five more years until he's the big 30. You know? And like it's no longer cool to have one night stands when you re that old LOL. Yes it's different when you are in your early twenties. It's acceptable then. But when you're old and doing that I almost want to say there's something wrong. And he may be lonely and want to settle down. He won't have the same mind set he has now then. His choice though.

And just to clarify. I'm actually not that big of a fan of Tokio Hotel. Weird right? But it's true. I like maybe three songs. Monsoon. In your shadow I can shine. And that new one where they have sex with everyone on screen LOl. Jokes but you know which one I mean :p

And I also don't watch any interviews so please stop asking about certain interviews because I will not have seen it. I also won't find it just to understand what you mean. I just have better things to do with my time. Like eat cheese.

And there may be things I shouldn't have disclosed. Like the drinking and drugs LOL but also it shows they are human. I mean I have done my share of partying like I said earlier. I have smoked weed and have popped ecstasy on occasion at a party with friends. Not proud of it but I've done it. So have they. They are human. I'm sure they sleep and eat. I'm sure they use the bathroom. They probably even do number two! Like holy shit! (Literally). I'm sure they fart to. They are human and they will make mistakes like humans. So like then I get messages and how some of to make them sound like gods and like they are on a pedestal. Some of you worship these boys. And it's nearly unhealthy. What will you do when they make a mistake like anyone else and it's in the media?

Like what if Tom (sorry to pick on you Tom) was in a relationship but was found out to be cheating on her? He would have done something a lot of jerks have done but it's amplified because he is famous. For some of you it's like he can do no wrong even though to some of you he is the "bad boy" of the band. Like that would devestate some of you and your image of him would be shattered. So get used to the fact he's human and not perfect.

And like Bill (yes have to pick on him now. Must be fair LOL) had a TMZ moments and caused hell because he was hammered. Drunk off his ass. One time thing but it hit the tabloids? Some of you would have kittens. Your angel Bill doing something like that?! No! It mustn't be true! Because he's Bill or Tokio Hotel! You all don't even consider he's just a guy and made a mistake and has no privacy. Lots of young guys get hammered. It's almost like a rights of passage.

All I'm trying to say is, and I'm hoping you are understanding is, that maybe I should have kept that to myself. But at the same time I don't regret it because it's showing they are human.  And to maybe understand that. Because it's not really healthy to have them on a pedestal. So maybe you should stop venting about them going to strip clubs and stuff. It's a strip club. Not a brothel. Relax and chill LOL.

So I think I'm going to back off the Tokio Hotel readings now. Let it all play out. You can still ask questions but I'll only answer one in my email. Have to keep it fair

Now have a good day night whatever and respect.

Updated Tokio Hotel predictions. Bill and the like.

I got away from the internet for awhile, come back and find out people still come to my blogs! Thank you so much!

So much has happened to me in the past while. You can't imagine. Life got in the way. I fell in love, got shit on, got depressed, went down a dark dark road. I actually couldn't do readings because I was at such a low vibration, I was afraid to.

But I'm now on the straight an narrow once again! and back better than ever!!

So for one, on my tumblr I predicted a world tour, so I just want to say, CALLED IT!! LOLOLOL

They will be more successful out in Europe, and the south than North America.

I've glanced at the past comment I have been getting the past few years. Wanted updated predictions on the band, and specifically Bill and his Soulmate. So here it is.

Things change all the time. The future is never set on stone. It is molded by the choices you make now. Now, don't be all, "How convenient!" when I say that. I always get told that when I give a reading. But when you stop to think about it, it makes sense. People change their minds, and their paths as a result, all the time. When I give a reading, I tell you what I see that moment, and if you stay on that path you will get there. And not everyone likes what I have to say, and I don't always take the safe way. I'll explain later in the reading.

The reason why it took Tokio Hotel so long to get there shit together. They were in financial ruin. This is what I mean I don't take the safe way. I could totally go along with what they have been saying, and be like, "They just wanted a break, man! it's all good!". Yeah, no that's not the whole truth.

It's part of the truth, that's true. They had started out just wanting to take a breather. But then they got carried away with it. They started having some issues. I'm hearing sponsors. They were having trouble getting sponsors. Sponsors didn't want the risk. They had no trouble in Europe, but everywhere else sponsors for a bit didn't want to get involved. That's why you heard a promised album and then it got pushed back. They just didn't have the money to support it and a tour.

They went through a lot in the past few years. Bill had trouble emotionally and mentally. He worked so hard, and it seemed like it just wasn't happening. He wasn't exactly an alcoholic but he drank more than he should have. Tom was under the influence of a negative presence. Getting female. I'm hearing drinking. Some drugs. Foolishly spending money. Tom and Bill actually fought over it. Feeling tension. Obviously didn't break them apart but it was stressful for them. Whoever this female is I don't like her. Very negative. Honestly, to me she's a 'Bitch'.

Georg's engaged. Everything is all good in his life. He's been content enough these past years.
Gustav, I'm feeling a female but not one of soulmate connection. It could last but she doesn't feel as genuine as a soulmate.  She almost has a Vanessa hudgens look to her. I don't mind her. Nothing really stands out LOLOL.

Now the juicy bit. Bill!!
What I'm getting is so bizarre. He knows who she is, but he hasn't met her yet. I have a feeling 2015 will be the year. I kind of knew 2014 or 2015 were going to be the years anyway. It changed by months.
She knows about him. Like she knows, "Bill from Tokio hotel." not that he's her soulmate I don't think. She's dreamt about him though, and it almost disturbs her. It's like, "Oh, why am I dreaming about him?!". This keep popping up. Its just weird and doesn't make any sense but I'll just say. He knows her. It's almost as if she like liked or posted something on their media. Like Facebook, twitter, instagram and he happened to see it. And now he 'knows her'. Because he had vivid dreams on her when he was younger. He knows what she looks like. Doesn't matter what he tells the media. Of course he's not going to tell his fans, who are female of the majority, that he knows her and what she looks like. I even think he knew her name, or what it sounded like, or something. He has gone to a psychic before and she told him, answered all his questions and then some. All I know is that he knows her, without actually knowing her. I just listed the possibilities of how. I'm not saying that's exactly how LOLOL.
She's a fan of Tokio hotel, but I'm not getting fanatic. It's like, "I like there music well enough." She doesn't seem like the type to even own their CD's, or merch or anything. If she goes to a concert, it's because a friends drags her along or something like that. She seems down to earth and the notion of celebrities don't faze her. She almost pities celebrities. Trying to word how I'm feeling. She doesn't really go wild. She seem very wise and mature. Independent. Strong. Realistic. Tries to look on the bright side, but also knows not everything works out. Stubborn to a fault. Probably one of her downfall qualities. She also seems to try to help everyone, and it's not always a good thing. I feel like there is someone with an addiction in her family, and she is trying her hardest to help them, but I feel like they are bringing her down with them. She always goes to the rescue. Bails them out. And it ends up hurting her. This person knows she will and takes advantage. Knows how to manipulate her, and twist her heart strings. She has a bleeding heart. Can't leave anybody behind. It's both good and bad. Because sometimes you need to be able to do tough love. And she's an enabler. She feels strongly. Guilty if she were to step back and let this person fall. And she's like that with anyone. Always helping when she doesn't have too. She seems like the type that if you make a friend of her, she will be your friend forever. She's strong with certain things, but a softie with others. She's tall for a girl. Curvy. Not fat but she has meat on her bones. Long dark hair. Flows past the shoulders. Exotic look. She's actually very pretty. She comes off quiet and reserved until you get to know her. Once she gets comfortable with you I feel like she gets playful.

When Bill meets her the world will see a difference. He will be so happy. But his fans scare him. How sad is that? He knows a majority of them will be so mad, and not like her. Jealousy is an ugly thing. He wants to protect her from that so he may keep it from the fans for awhile. And you can't really blame him. He genuinely is thankful to his fans, but he knows how they are. His fans have gotten vicious. I've seen it. And they will be when/ if he tells his fans he's dating someone. His fans should be happy for him, and support him. And not ridicule the girl he is with just because he will fall in love with her. Because some will. Some will just be nasty about it and it's sad. He will be so happy for the ones who respect him and her, and defend them. It's going to be dramatic time.

Tom will meet his life partner in a few years. Once things settle for him. She will be good for him. She's older than he is. Average looks but he will think she is the most beautiful girl out there. She has a bit of freckles and they make him smile. Taller as well, with a medium build. She and Bills soulmate get along great. They will sometimes gang up on the twins. Tease them as a team. They will be like sisters.  This girl has a passions for kids. She works with them. Loves kids. She will want a lot of kids. She has green or hazel eyes. Blondish hair. She's very mature and independent. She's not exactly condescending, but she knows what she likes and what she doesn't. She has expectations of people. She keeps Tom in line. It's not that she will be wearing the pants in the relationship, but she lets him know what she accepts and what she doesn't. She hates his former reputation. She actually doesn't care for him when they first meet. She isn't starstruck, and has no respect for how he was in his younger days. Tom will be in for bit of a chase.

Let me know what you think in a respectful manner. Because I'm honestly done being nice to people who attack me on here. I'll honestly be a straight up bitch LOL. Being nice in the past hasn't worked so.

English isn't my natural language so if I made mistakes forgive me.