Bill Kaulitz updated

He is in a dark place. I just looked into him more deep recently. I would just glance, but this is more thorough.

He is at a crossroads. He wants the love from a woman, but is curious about men. On the fence. He has been intimately involved with a man, but he didn't fully give in to the relationship. They were close but he always held back.

He is too troubled for a soulmate. He would not be able to provide the stability she is wanting or requiring. He is not in a healthy environment. He has regrets. He gets caught up in the net of it.

His heart is hurting. He knows he will not have a soulmate this life. He knows his choices have led to that. He is very upset.

He may be friends with his soulmate. He knows they can be. He is going to be tormented with just the friendship.

He is very lost. He doesn't know what he can do. It keeps him up at night.
There are many regrets.

It is the price of fame. It is so easy to be swayed.

Right now, it is like he is feeling tortured.


Many times the universe intervened and stopped a meeting from happening. Neither were ready. I feel like a recent meeting was cut off at the last minute. There's always an obstacle.

She is growing in a more positive direction than he is. I feel she is not interested any longer. The universe has now changed her path. I feel she has another man on the horizon for her. She's done waiting.

I honestly feel like she no longer cares. The idea of soulmates and true love. She doesn't care about it anymore. I feel like she is more determined in bettering her life, and will do it independently. She is going to be pleasantly surprised by this man that is in her future. This one will probably be the one she settles down with. She is going to be happy. She is more positive, so she is attracting that.

He is feeling very empty. He is unhappy. Behind the closed doors. He has eyes on him, and so he tries to hide it. I'm not seeing a great love in his life. It is very sad, because it is what he wanted so badly. He just swayed from that path. Went too far.

I feel sorry, but choices were made. No one forces you to do anything. I believe that. If you truly wanted, you could say no. Consequences of choice. Hard lesson to learn. This is one that will affect the rest of his life.

He may eventually meet her down the road, but I only see friendship now. I don't see a way to repair these choices.

It's not just his choices. She made some as well. She made a choice in her career that will not lead her to him as quickly.

Not fully his fault.

They're growing in different directions.