hack

So my email was broken into, and so was my computer. I have a new email. My old one is not working. But I will not post it on here. Only my facebook contact is on here. Only way to first get in contact with me. I am so sorry. i know some of you were waiting for readings patiently.

Meditation

   Meditation.

What exactly is meditation? Some actually say meditation is a bad thing. It really isn't. It has many benefits. It can help balance out your medicine wheel. It also can help you overcome anxiety. Meditation can only help an individual. And I suggest you do it either in the evenings or the mornings. Even both will do. Each for like five minutes. Have to do baby steps.

There is a few different ways people like doing meditation. I like focusing on my breathing. "In....out....in....out....in....out". Your thoughts will get lost a few times, and you will find your mind thinking, "I hope I have enough money for that big sale coming up!" or something like that. You will just have to catch yourself, and bring your mind back to focus, until you are completely relaxed, then you can let your mind wonder. But it was will be odd. It will be like you are observing your thoughts, instead of actively thinking them.You will get used to the feeling.

Meditation can lead you to many things. Some people even uncover past lives through meditation. Because once you get better with it, it connects with your higher self, the real you, the one who has lived many, many lives.

It will take time, and the beginning of meditation will move at a pace different for everyone. People experience it different.

Letting go of your ego.

Everyone has a ego. It's tells you what is possible, and what is not.

"I have a weird feeling about this..." May be your intuition speaking, then your ego will kill that thought with, "I am losing my marbles".

Then, without even realizing it, something will happen that "Weird feeling" was talking about. Your ego will probably say it was a coincidence. Let me tell you, there is no such thing as coincidence.

Everything happens for a reason, some more important then others.

Everyone has intuition. It helps us survive in this insane world. But everyone's ego gets in the way.

If everyone listened to their intuition more, they would find themselves more happy, and life may even seem a small bit easy then normal.

But years of your ego being in control, it's not easy dethroning it. It takes practice and training.

When you have a feeling, say it loud, and acknowledge it. Just doing that everytime, no matter how stupid you think it is.

Ex. 'I have a feeling this taco will give me gas'

Saying whatever your intuition says, will slowly help it grow, and in the long run, help yourself out.

Start out small, and start doing that, and you will slowly start trusting your intuition, and learn to listen to it.

Past Lives

   Many wonder about past lives. If they happened or just are fantasy. Some shut down the possibility of past lives entirely. We don't remember, therefore they never happened.
   It is difficult to prove past lives. There is no physical proof, nothing concrete or scientific for those who needs those kind of evidence to be believers.
   The reason why we don't remember, is because we are not supposed to remember. There would be no point in being reincarnated if we remembered all of our past selves.
   We are reincarnated to learn lessons and to grow. To evolve spiritually per say. We time we come back to be born on earth, we are here for a different reason. Sometimes to right something from a previous life, or to learn a life lesson, like patience or kindness.
   I'll use my lives as an example. Me and my mom have had many lives together. I'd say around five that I know of. And we are always mother and daughter. In one life, I had hated her. She didn't give me a good foundation, and she took me away from my father. Apparently that man beat his women, and she fled. I hated her for it. Was too young to understand. We died in that life rifted. We came back and apparently in that life, she righted her wrong. Did things right. By giving me a better foundation and showing me and letting me see things for myself.
   So, sometimes we come back to fix things, like relationships. Then there were other were we were like super rich! I was a spoilt brat and a snot! No one liked me! I got whatever I wanted and treated people poorly because I had figured they should worship me since they were so below me....I am now poor in this life and have to work super hard. So if you have had lavish lives, it is most likely sometime down the road you will have a more poverty stricken one or one where you have to work very hard to make money. I also like to think I'm nicer this time around ^_^
   It can be beneficial to know of past lives. To know who you are. Yesterday affects today so to speak. Every life we are slightly different. We can't be the exact same person every single time, but! We also hold many qualities we have had in the past. Like I still have expensive taste and I like alot of things today. And personality wise, I possibly hold a few traits from the past.
   You will always be you, but you do grow and change, is what I am trying to say.
   There are a few ways to help uncover past lives. It is harder. Not all psychics can. It is harder for me. It's like watching a very bad quality static movie. It's easier for me to see things in this life for me and others then it is for past lives. That's just how I am. But there are psychics who skills are actually specialized in that area. So maybe track one down. Also hypnosis is a way. Meditation can unveil past lives, but that will take time. And even asking for a dream of a past life can work at times. There are many different ways to uncover past lives.
   I hope this post gives some insight. It is such a big subject, I did only touch the surface, but I hope you get the main idea. If you didn't and have some general questions about this post, ask and I will reply in the comments. I have also stopped giving readings. I apologize. But I'm to busy these days. Have a good day!

Soulmates

    We are all lead to believe that we all have a soulmate. And that is true. We all do have a soulmate. But the really shitty part about that is we don't always meet them in every life. Stuff gets in the way. Culture or even personal issues.
   Some people say we have more then one soulmate...I would really love to challenge them on that..but, sadly enough, I could be wrong, even though my personal opinion is that we only have one. I firmly believe that and will continue to believe that until proven otherwise.
   There are souls out there, that we meet, that are close to the equivalent of a soulmate. Just not a technical soulmate. To me, a soulmate is the yin to your yang.
   The souls that are almost equivalent to a soulmate is just a soul that is highly compatible with yours.
  A good example that may make you understand is this. A happily married couple that have been married for lets say...25 years. But the husband passes away. And after the widow moves on and copes with her grief, meets a nice gentleman, falls in love, marries and they are together until 'death do us part' once more. Situations like that. Does that make it easier to understand?
  And some people say the more lives you experience with a soul, the more compatible they are with you until they are compatible enough to be your 'soulmate'...Nuh uh. If that is the case...then my mom is my soulmate >.>...We have had many lives together as mother and daughter. So that should mean we should have evolved to that status by now right?
  And when soulmates meet, it is a uniquely individual experience. It is not the same for everybody. Some experience an immediate connection, and other experience,well, nothing. It is highly individual.
  And before I mentioned some of the reasons why soulmates do not meet. Cultural reasons being some cultures do not believe in destiny. Arranged marriage is another. Though I had heard of some of those situations that soulmates have met that way. And the personal issues. Putting up blocks. It's hard to explain. You let them pass you by. You need to figure out what you want from life and the opportunity will come. Some people let the opportunity pass them by and I'm all like "GAH!!!!!" and then there are those who have the opportunity, but are so very close to letting it pass them by. I feel like shouting "Get yur heads outta the clouds!!" because they are lucky enough to have the opportunity in this life, and they are so close to letting it go by. They are usually all like, 'welllllll.....tralalala'. Get's me frustrated.
   And that is all I can think of on this matter. Comment if you have a question and I will answer in the comments. It is possible I missed something that you are wondering about. So feel free to ask. But do know, I am busy and have stopped giving out readings. I apologize. Happy extremely belated new year!!!!